When it hurts it's a thousand times worse
because there is no one else to run to, no one else to talk to, no one left to help me. The pain bottles up inside me with
nothing to release it. Growing and growning, becoming more and more overwelming. Crying until there is nothing left inside
of me. Crying until I am exhasted and sobbing into the floor. Thinking more and more fucked up until the thoughts are so scattered
that not one single word can be comprehended. Confused, needing the conseling i can't have anymore...